I carry this heavy heart of mine across the ocean
maybe if I look carefully a few things might shift during the flight
maybe it is hopeful thinking,
to think that you can move a heart by sitting still above the clouds
maybe it is because I have told half truths
about fear of heights, disaster and you
or perhaps it is the proximity to heaven
that allows us to be more confident
the higher you are to a chance of peace
the better you are at clearing your thoughts
your tray-table, arm-rest, knees squeezed
face-pressed to the glass you lean on and say a prayer
against the melting snow forming outside
I carry this heavy heart of mine across the ocean
and while the slow snow melts
my life flashes, little by little before my eyes
I carry my heavy heart across the ocean
on purpose above fear, above noise of strangers around me
I carry my heart across the ocean to meet yours,
I flew all night but I feared truth by extended hours of flight
you will receive me, once I land
with a flight-shifted heart.